
So here's the latest version. Can't say I've worked on it lately; I hit a brick wall: pregnancy! While I'm very happy with this new life development, it has slowed down my already slow career progression. I can't concentrate on artwork very well. Hell, I really HATE this painting at the moment. I've stared at it for sooo long. I want to have a little girl but I may of course have a boy; so I don't feel like painting a little girl now do I? I feel retarted, so INFP of me. I'm not sick anymore so the artistic itch is beginning to come back; I can feel it, faint as it is. But I may have to drop this project temporarily and start on a new painting, preferably a speed painting not of a child lol. Will I ever finish a project?! I'm so good at learning, aquiring skills, and brainstorming, sooo bad at execution. God I hope all my schooling was not for nothing, it cost a fortune. I could care less about my business at the moment, it's rediculous. Am I insane or have my hormones hyjacked any chance at commercial success? All I can think of is my baby and making blackberry preserves of all things. I don't know who I am right now, maybe I was abducted hehe.

0 comments:
Post a Comment